Well,Ive been here in Kiwi Land for almost a week and I just finished unpacking my bag.Wanna know why?Cos all dis while,I didnt think I could fit in.Not to say that Auckland isnt amazing,trust me it is more than anything I could have imagined.I imagined myself having an awful time here but all the while I have actually been here they were quite fun.Like fuN!!the people are really friendly(they dont really glare at you quite so much here)-they dont push and the weather is absolutely nice-its cool and not too cold(though i do need more layer of clothing in my own opinioN).Yeah,back to the topic,I didnt think I could fit in.The people didnt seem to understand me,I'm short and to top it all off I was petrified at the thought of being new again.Having to learn the ways of things are not my biggest attributes.I suck at it.All this mingling and learning poeple's name and stuff.Yeah suck at it big times.But me and Lala went to this thing tonight that made me realize.Every one in Auckland(the new students aneway) are doing the exact same thing as me.Having to get to know people,having to get reintroduced,having to worry about whetehr theyre fun eunf or cool enuf or whatsoever.I mean I didnt think I was understandable but there were worse.So for now,I take a huge deep breathe and say I am going to move on.My resolution for today,Make everyday count.Ive struggled and studied like crazy and climbed down a really tall wall for this so I'm making it worthwhile.So to Lala,thank you for making me realize this and to more years of understanding and new beginnings.
p/S:me and Lala won second place at quiz night.So yes,am parading it around the net.Lol.
