pose nk dtg>>

Well,ramadhan is only a few days away and I really have not made up my mind as to whether this is interesting or really the worst thing that has ever happened-All my life,dr kcik I wanted to b one of those ppl yg belajar kt luar negara and I m one of em so I shud have been jumping of joy when realized that when I wanted to experience other countries,I shud b aware that I wud also b enjoying the Ramadhan-Nz experience and also the Eidul Fitri-Nz experience and trust me I was not.Or if I were,i was really trying to put it at the back of My head coz de holy months without ur beloved ones r just not that special but YA ALLAH,just make me strong enuf to not break down everyday>>hehe..aneways,to all..i just wanted to wish you guys a Happy Eid Mubarak.Its definately interesting..

Speaking of interesting,just read the news and was really shocked when I read the news that Srk was detained by the immigration at an American airport just because he has the name Khan which is black listed or suMthing.really feel hatred for America now.I mean this is Shahrukh Khan for goodness sake-he is obviously no terrorist bomber or if he was,he is really gud at hiding his actual hardcore love for mati shahid since he's like a liberal Islam(sgt bahaye but that makes him like not even a threat)-kalau Srk who is like a freaking big star gets held up at the airport and had to go thru really rigorous questioning than imagine how its like for normal ppl who just incidentally have surnames like Hussein and etc.Come on ppl.Just cos a few ppL think its fun to blow themself up,it aint transalating to everyone doing it.I mean,Americans have a really high rate for divorce but I dont see them not allowing anyone to get married since they'll just get divorced aneways.U get what i mean?IT;s a cross cultural world and generalization has got to stop.Try to understand them individually and not label ppl..I guess that's good advice for me as well.

That's liek all I have to say

Later
Pissed King Khan Fan

H1N1

Been reading the Malaysian papers lately and the H1N1 case is rampage.I mean 56 people is a lot.I mean even one is a lot.I'm just praying my hardest to god that people I love is safe and sound.What makes this suckier is the fact that I'm thousands of miles away from my loved ones.It's funny that when the influenza was widespread here,I didnt worry about it-no sweat-sure,I knew about it but big deal?but when its near ur luved ones,its like ur heart start to beat faster and u start to feel seram sejuk about the fact that ur like so far far away from em.

Moving on to sumthing a little light hearted,I have managed to masak my first ever batch of cekodok ikan bilis.Sure,its not the best and sure one quarter of it was a bit overdone but atleast it was own effort.THough thinking about it feels really lame since am a twenty one year old woman(yeke?) and still have not grasped basic food preparation.all de Est classes to waste..hihihihi..

Talking about families and food have managed to bring me to a new level of depression.tahap dewa nye.homesickness is kicking in full force.my mind is nowhere here.its somewhere floating around.maybe it;ll come back once I;m on de plane to Malaysia.Am just trying to take it slow for now.Trying hard to enjoy things in life but really not being able to.Anyone know any cure or remedies for a serious bout of homesickness.

I so miss home that I was weeping like crazy when I heard lagu2 raye(yes2 i am lame since ive downloaded them already for raye yg berzaman lg) yg talking about sedare cos basically no sedare here.But on good side,have managed to label everyone in my class with sedare status. I think hani is like my aunt and bee is liek my sister-many positions are still available.U just need to fill in forms like y u think I'd make a rocking sedare-Hint^anything to do with me being compatible with any bollywood star is like so totally digalakkan-

P/s:i am so hormonally and emotionally unstable that when I watched Marley and Me yesterday,i sobbed and cried and blubbed in to the tissue when Marley died and didnt stop crying for like 30 minutes.for dos who didnt watch it,its a movie about a dog-yep,dog and I cried a river-I'm that pathetic.Owh,just read own word,seem to be doing a lot of crying-Miss Fafa cry alot-nice ring to it huh?

Fafa Hani

Queen Teary Baby